Random 1am thought....

As I'm getting in the tub (yes a 1am tub sesh) I see Ryann and Rylee's toys and of course I have to ALWAYS have clean them up before I get in and have "me time" the first thought that comes to my mind is I literally can't imagine being able to just run the water without having to clean up toys first, walk in a room without stepping on a toy or having furniture that isn't kid friendly. I can't imagine it because I don't want too!!! The thought of walking into my home and not see a toy or a mess that my children have made scares me. Having my children have opened my eyes to a whole new wonderful world and realize that there is more to life than just Aaron and I. I have been blessed to the fullest and of course there have been stress and tears BUT it has been worth every grey hair that has popped out and every tear that has fallen. These 2 girls I have been blessed with have made my good life into a perfect one!! Just a late night thought I wanted to share:)