Sunday, March 20, 2011
Day 13! Something your afraid of!
I'll admit it I am afraid of a lot of different things. I'm afraid of ghosts, bugs, and the first day I have to drop Rylee off to school. Those are just some of the little things I am afraid of, but my biggest fear would have to be the thought of knowing that one day I could/might disappoint Rylee in some way or another. Ever since Rylee was born I have lived my life for her and changed my habits for her. There is a chance that one day she might look at me for something I have done and be so disappointed in me. I am not looking forward to that day at all when she tells me that she is disappointed! I just know the second I see her face or tears my heart is going be crushed and I will feel so horrible for whatever I did to make her feel like that. Thats part of Motherhood right?! Not only the possibility of you being disappointed with your children at some points throughout life, but your children being disappointed with you. Either way if and when those times arise I will be prepared and know how to handle them.
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